Apology

I really wish I can love you,Hug you,hold you and everything but I can't now cause of what I did and I was being an idiot to even not cherish you with my heart.I was really really idiotic back then and now I'm sorry that I make you angry and everything negative because of me I'm sorry that I can't be your friend or even make you smile at least.I couldn't do all that even if my life depended on me and I'm sorry and I won't bother you again...........